One Chance

To the One I Want,

All I want is for you to understand
For you to listen.
I'm what you need,
I promise you that.
Just give me a chance,
I will be your everything and more.
I know I messed up,
But just forgive me and hold me again.
That's all I want,
Is your hand in mine,
While falling asleep in your arms.
Just give me a chance, I'll be all you need.

Love ...Your Dearest

Waiting

I finally understand what it means to wait
Wait for that perfect opportunity
Wait for the perfect person
Wait for the right thing to say and do
Wait for the right time
Because waiting brings so much more...
More happiness
More thankfulness
More hope
Waiting for what you can do for me is so much more than what I can do for myself.
So I know now..
That I must wait..
Wait for what is best for me.

All In My Head

I lay here awake
With nothing but a dream inside my head
I drop to me knees, praying it wasn't just a dream
Wishing it was truly your face I saw...
Hoping it was your eyes I looked into...
Begging it to be your hand I was holding..
And crying...thinking it was your voice I hear
But as I lay in my bed...a tear rolls down my face
Knowing that He's, just all in my head.

Midnight Prayers

Dear Lord,
I come to You tonight with tears in my eyes.
I know You never promised this would be easy, but why is it so hard?
So hard to keep strong..to live for You..and wait for what You want for me.
I love you Lord..
You are love..You are strength.
I thank You for the friends you have put into my life.
I pray to You, Lord, asking You to please show me where to go,
What to do..
Do with me a You please, because I will listen.
But God,
Please bring him back into my life,
You used him for amazing things, and I don't want that to end.
I will wait, because I know it is worth waiting for.
Please show him that it is worth it as well.
Praise to You in the highest.
Love..Your Dearest Daughter

November Sun

Dearest November,
Thank you for bringing out the Sun after days of rain.
You helped bring out the happiness in everyone today.
Thanks to you oh great November,
I awoke to look out the window to see the sun, bringing along a smile on my face.
My sunglasses come out of the case.
Jeans and a t-shirt is all I need today.
Oh the fall leaves are falling making today a perfect day..
Filled with brightness and color reflecting off the beautiful Earth.
Thank you November for the Sun today.
Love Your Dearest...

Come Back Home

To Him..
You are the one who showed me a true relationship
The one who actually cared and listened
Remember all the fun we had?
Dancing under the stars at 3 a.m.
Running around in Wal-Mart at all hours
Watching the Office for hours at a time
You treated me with respect
And showed me God again
I Miss You
Please Come Back Home
Love...Your Dearest

To Him Almighty..

Give me the strength to keep my faith in you.
Help me live my life for you.
Keep me strong during my struggles.
Forgive me, Lord, for I have sinned.
Please help me learn more about you,
and help me bring others to you.
Thank you for this day,
for the food I have eaten,
and for my friends and family.
I love you,
stay by my side.
Love...Your Dearest Daughter

Letting Go

Dear Me,
Please let go of the past.
I am a changed person now.
God has amazing things planned for me.
The one will someday come along, just wait..
The past has made me grown into a woman.
I am a pillar of strength.
The past is over, learn from it.
Where would I be without the past?
Not who I am today.
It is a new chapter in life.
Don't be afraid to love,
Or to trust.
Let go, stay strong, and pray.
Love...Your Dearest